FEBRUARY 13

FEBRUARY 13

I remember when you came that day from work it was the eve of my birthday....I remember deep inside me I was thinking maybe if we could have dinner together it would have been great....I remember how I was sitting alone in my room wearing my pajamas changing the channels of the TV searching for something to watch until you came....I remember when you showed up and I could see that look in your eyes that I hate....I remember how I tried to have a decent and good time I even suggested that we go out cause I couldn't see it coming from you....I remember no matter how hard I try it just never works out cause you never wanted to listen to me not even in my birthday....I remember how we started our day to day fight while we talk there was no respect not even any understanding..... I remember the night was too long it was the eve of my birthday..... I remember  instead of being happy and celebrating it with you..... I remember I was having hard time so that you remove your hands from touching any part of me again..... I remember I wanted to feel something new and have things in my way even if it was for today.....I remember how my expectations for the night was and how it turned out to be.....I remember how you killed the fairy tale imagination that is there in every girls mind I just couldn't have it even in my birthday.....I remember how you quickly turned every situation in a way  that suits your manhood desires.....I remember how unhappy I was but it was the least of your concern.....I remember how you saw me it has always been the hunger to feed your starvation that you are coming for....